It’s human nature…
And I’m not sorry [I'm not sorry]
It’s human nature [it's human nature]
And I’m not sorry [I'm not sorry]
I’m not your bitch don’t hang your shit on me[ Its human nature]
You wouldn’t let me say the words I longed to say
You didn’t want to see life through my eyes
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]
You tried to shove me back inside your narrow room
And silence me with bitterness and lies
[Express yourself, don't repress yourself]
Today is Tuesday. Rev. Joyce is at the UN working. And Tuesday Beginners will be short one member tonight. On Sunday I tendered my resignation by letter and turned my keys in to the group.I bought a can of coffee and set all of my group materials in the cabinet and locked it, then I calmly and quietly walked away for good.
When Rick goes to set up he will get those letters, my files and my keys. Nobody wins when one member leaves. I just could not justify staying and sharing one more day of my sober experience with kids who take people like me for granted. I will not be taken for granted again.
They can all go fuck themselves… I am through.
No regrets …
I am NOT angry at all one bit. It’s over and I have walked away …
Stumble It!
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your decisions will run their course. i have no real advice except this… follow your heart… find your true passion…. keep that in focus…. let all else roll off your back..
tomorrow will come no matter what… find a way to greet the day with love in your heart…
By: rod on March 5, 2009
at 11:01 am
Someone once said to me “don’t ever let anyone make you leave a meeting”. And it was advice well taken. I know this meeting means or has meant a lot to you and even tho the spirit of service in AA means that rotation is healthy, why do you feel you have to no longer attend? what meeting(s) will you go to as a substitute for that one? Please pray about it (as I’m sure you will) and remember “don’t drink and go to meetings”. If not that one, then another.
You’ve had a lot go on in the last 6 weeks or so. Are you finding ways to nourish yourself? I hope you are doing ok. I am here if you need to talk. I love you.
Trish
By: Trish on March 4, 2009
at 11:06 pm
Sometimes walking away from a toxic situation is the only recourse left. Our first priority is always to take care of our selves.
By: Curtis on March 3, 2009
at 10:10 am